Courtesy Ramsiel, Love&Light World
Dear Angels,
“I love and appreciate all of my angels. My daughter passed and my life has been turned upside down. I promised her that I would stay here and go on with my life. I have let go of a lot of stuff and people that I do not need in my life. My question is, what changes are taking place in my life? What can I expect? Most important, how can I find out what all my gifts are so I can start using them?” Helen, Spring Valley, CA
Dear Helen,
You are here today to burn off centuries of mis-thoughts and mis-doings of not just you today, but who you were/are in all your incarnations. You are here today to be a clearing house, releasing the old ways of living in the third dimension. You are here to move through the sometimes painfully slow and heavy energy of our 3D world. What could be more agonizing than losing your child?
In spite of this uphill trudge, you keep at it. You feel like you have no purpose. That you are not going anywhere. “Where would you like to go?” your angels ask. You live in the world of the dead. We all live in the world of the dead, because the dead are not. They are as alive as they always were, but in our 3D world we don’t see them. The best part of your day is when you sleep and allow yourself to connect lovingly with your daughter.
You are here to learn to let go. To understand that when your beloved daughter transitioned, she did not die. Her body sloughed off but she is still with you. You know that for sure. What you aren’t so sure about is what you are still doing here. You are here to make peace within you. To understand and perhaps to share that death is not what we were taught.
You have grown fearful of so much alone time. Perhaps bored with what you think is the purposelessness of your life. In the past did you depend upon your daughter to fill you with that missing spark of life? The spark of real love is what you still search for.
You are looking in the wrong place. Look within. You are part and parcel of Unconditional Love. It is acknowledging this love within you that will allow you to take it out in the world to share with those in your position who haven’t learned yet. There are many in unending grief who don’t understand that their loved one(s) are still with them. I know you do.
Your gifts are abundant. You have walked through fire and are here to validate that life is not the same, but you are okay. Once you start sharing your life, maybe even your story, you will find many who are waiting to learn from your self-healing and benefit from your wisdom. You will reconnect with life and find joy in helping others through the rough waters you just came through.
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Hi Emmy and the Angels,
I want to say thank you so much for the validation of things going on in my life. I may write a book about my life experiences. If me speaking about my daughter’s passing and what she went thru can help someone then I know in my heart it is all worth it to her and me.
Many Blessings,
Helen
I watch what I do to see what I really beileve. My first reaction to that is found in another quote: Actions speak louder than words. Yet Prejean shows, not merely describes, the deaths of two men with words from other people. In fact, she uses quotes and ideas from other people almost more than her own voice. In this way, she is using her voice as a vehicle for others to tell their story, just as Dobie Williams and Joseph O’Dell’s deaths become a vehicle for other to halt the injustices happening in our criminal justice system.This has the effect of changing Prejean’s story. The Death of Innocents transforms from an individual emotional account of two tragic deaths of men supposed innocent, to a powerful collection of peoples’ pain turned into a passionate desire to abolish the death penalty.This phrase is very meaningful to me. Though I cannot always catch myself, too often I see without seeing and hear without hearing. In my own experiences, playing music is where this applies to me most. You have to hear what you play before you play it. It takes a degree of separation to watch (or listen to) yourself instead of others. In doing so, your mind opens and becomes more aware of different solutions, possibilities, or arguments and can more logically process them. You are free to see things, unhindered by emotional passions or impulsive thoughts, before you act.This idea doesn’t speak to me it does much more.
HI Helen,
Great idea! Although what I was hearing is that you need to be with people in the flesh. You have a gift. The gift of not just who you are, but also the gift of having lived through this experience and come out the other side. That was not intended to be funny, but I guess it is since I think you’ve been hoping you’d show up next to daughter.
As someone who talks regularly with “the dead,” I can vouch for the fact that they are definitely Not! I know you know this already. What I was thinking as I was listening to the angels is that maybe sharing your experience at a hospice meeting would be useful. Not just for you but for all those trying to make sense of a recent death. Or even with a grief group online, although maybe you have done that.
In case you didn’t figure this out, Helen, you are not a regular person. Your consciousness is in the place of being able to make a credible and substantial difference in the lives of others who go through what you went through. This is a huge gift that our world needs now.
Hi Emmy and the Angels,
Its funny that you mentioned Hospice, because I have been looking into volunteering at a Hospice or Grief meetings. I really want to work at a Hopsice place to share my life experiences with other and especially share what death is really about. I hope one day to help the world change their consciousness about death, its should be a celebration about one’s life not just death!
Blessings,
Helen
Happy for the reading and keep up the AWESOME work that you are doing.
I have gone to numerous near death experience meetings even though I thought I hadn’t had one. Now I am pretty sure I have but it was as a kid. One thing parents don’t seem to like is when their child sees things. Too late now. What I’ve learned from my readings for others as well as from listening to others talk about their near death experiences (NDE) is that death is really a wonderfully enlightening experience if you allow it. The sense of unconditional love and acceptance seems to flood those who come back into their body. The overwhelming sense of being washed in the Light. Of tremendous joy.And most of all, forgiveness.
Love your ideas. I wish you well on your expanded path. What if this is what you came here to do?