“I love and appreciate all of my angels. My daughter passed and my life has been turned upside down. I promised her that I would stay here and go on with my life. I have let go of a lot of stuff and people that I do not need in my life. My question is, what changes are taking place in my life? What can I expect? Most important, how can I find out what all my gifts are so I can start using them?” Helen, Spring Valley, CA
You are here today to burn off centuries of mis-thoughts and mis-doings of not just you today, but who you were/are in all your incarnations. You are here today to be a clearing house, releasing the old ways of living in the third dimension. You are here to move through the sometimes painfully slow and heavy energy of our 3D world. What could be more agonizing than losing your child?
In spite of this uphill trudge, you keep at it. You feel like you have no purpose. That you are not going anywhere. “Where would you like to go?” your angels ask. You live in the world of the dead. We all live in the world of the dead, because the dead are not. They are as alive as they always were, but in our 3D world we don’t see them. The best part of your day is when you sleep and allow yourself to connect lovingly with your daughter.
You are here to learn to let go. To understand that when your beloved daughter transitioned, she did not die. Her body sloughed off but she is still with you. You know that for sure. What you aren’t so sure about is what you are still doing here. You are here to make peace within you. To understand and perhaps to share that death is not what we were taught.
You have grown fearful of so much alone time. Perhaps bored with what you think is the purposelessness of your life. In the past did you depend upon your daughter to fill you with that missing spark of life? The spark of real love is what you still search for.
You are looking in the wrong place. Look within. You are part and parcel of Unconditional Love. It is acknowledging this love within you that will allow you to take it out in the world to share with those in your position who haven’t learned yet. There are many in unending grief who don’t understand that their loved one(s) are still with them. I know you do.
Your gifts are abundant. You have walked through fire and are here to validate that life is not the same, but you are okay. Once you start sharing your life, maybe even your story, you will find many who are waiting to learn from your self-healing and benefit from your wisdom. You will reconnect with life and find joy in helping others through the rough waters you just came through.