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Dear Angels,
"I live in Thailand. My husband died 3 years ago and I'm very lonely.  I want to move back to South Africa to be with my family. Do you think the angels will help me get there and start a new life?  I just feel that nothing seems to be moving forward."  Sonia, Thailand

Dear Sonia,
You do seem to be unable to take action on your own.  You keep tripping on your own emotional stuff and then wondering why you unable to create the life you deserve.  I am sorry that you are having such a tough time, but your Angels are saying clearly, that is it time for you to let go. It is time for you to pick yourself up and begin living your life for you.

By holding on so tightly to your past and your deceased husband, you are living in the past while resisting your future.  That situation leads to an impasse. Quantum Physics indicates that there is no past, no future, only the present. 

Your Angels are showing me that you are a spiritual lady, but your challenge is to allow yourself to be guided without trying to control.  In other words, it is learning to trust in the Unseen and allowing yourself to move into the next stage of your life.  Why just exist when you can be alive and living each day as if it matters, because it does, and you do. 

It looks as if you have the money to move back home, but it can be that when you get there, it doesn't feel as good as you think it might.  Your challenge as well as for the rest of us, is to remember that wherever we go, we take ourselves with us. 

Since you seem so uncertain, a better plan might be to reinvent yourself in Thailand and then let yourself move. Or if you are unable to deal with that, then allow yourself to move. but make a choice today to live your life "as if" you are happy.  That way, you will be able to pull yourself together into the spiritual and loving woman that you are underneath all of this uncertainty and fear.