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Dear Angels,
"I'm very worried about getting work and I fear I may not be able to stay in my apartment.  Is there anything coming soon?"  Marie, San Diego, CA

Dear Marie,
This is a more interesting quandary than my first reading presented. What I'm seeing is that you want a job, but not exactly. Maybe you are not giving the position itself the respect it deserves.  You are not speaking out for what you want, probably because you seem unable to follow what your heart is telling you.

You are a spiritual woman who has a sense of what you would like to do;  however, you are being held back by your own dishonesty about your capabilities. This doesn't mean that you cheat and lie to others. It is rather you do not seem to be able to acknowledge your own abilities in the everyday world, or your own spiritual worth.

Instead you seem to be looking at your worst memories of times when you failed. You are remembering all the things you heard about yourself, many of which were not true.  Instead of assimilating the respect that you deserve, you have taken in the criticism that came from a judgmental heart.  You are afraid to step out. To take a risk.  You have created a situation where you are backed up against the wall.

Funny how we do these things to ourselves. When there is no one to beat us up, we do it to ourselves.  You are not alone, Marie.  This is part of human nature, a specialty of third dimensional thought, which we are working to shed currently.  

If you allow yourself to begin to dream, to talk nicely to yourself, and to hold a picture of how you would like to live, job and all, you can create a positive change. In order to ford our personal River Grande, we create situations where there appears to be no choice. This is one of those. 

Allow yourself to ask for guidance from a place of peace, or even desperation will do because it allows us to surrender our personal will.  In this place of giving up, you will find that the apparent "end of the line," always forces us to look at things differently. I believe that we create these situations in our lives to move us forward onto our spiritual path. 

You are not here to give up, as in, "I can't go on."  You are someone who needs to rant and rail and let your anger out at the injustice of it all. You are much more powerful than you imagine.  Your Angels are behind you, helping you leap off the cliff.  Notice when you do, that they are holding the safety net for you as well.

Marie, you are deeply loved. You are here to take the risks you saw before you entered this body.. When you decided to make this trip into this life, you knew for a fact that no harm could befall you. It was all a movie in which you decided to play the lead.  Now create a different scene than what your fear holds.

The old way of approaching life will get you nowhere in your new life in the 4th and 5th dimensions.