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Today is Thanksgiving.   I was feeling deeply grateful when I called my son and his family, whom I haven't seen in almost two years. It's not that they are so far away;  it's rather that I don't have the money to pay for the trip and my visit. They were not at home.  Feeling my sadness at being far apart, combined with the love that has never left my heart, I asked my Angels to help me, just like I do for you. I am writing this publicly in case there are those of you who experienced something similar.

Dear Suzy,
The intensity of love that overwhelms you now is uncomfortable but understandable.  You remember so clearly how it felt being in the center of your three children.  You felt like the Christmas tree with your children dancing around you.  It was a beautiful, if trying, time for you.  The love that you four shared is just as strong now as it ever was.  What's so difficult is you don't get to see your son and his family.  It's been too long for your heart to be apart and almost too painful to connect for a few days.

Suzy, notice that you have learned to hold in your personal feelings. It is what enables you to drop into the emotional depths of another and hold the space for them while they release.  Now is the time for you to do this for yourself.  It is time to honor yourself by embracing the intensity of your love.  Allow yourself to weep for the past, all the while knowing that what you created continues. Love is never lost. It only increases if you allow it.  Let your heart stay open to experience what you worked so hard for in all those years of being "Mom." 

Remember that the love of others, is actually the Love of the Divine.  Loving others with an open heart, is only built upon. No matter what happens, love remains, even in death. There might be adjustments that come about through behavioral kinks, but the underlying love continues.  You know this well from moving into the world of the "dead,"  where often, you strengthen the ongoing bond between people. 

Underneath your tears, allow yourself to appreciate this moment of love.  It knows no bounds.
 


Comments

Carol

Wed, 02 Dec 2009 19:14:16

Thank you so much for sharing that part of you with us, Suzy. You know, I have had this misconception that healers "have it all together" and that surely their lives are perfect in every way. They have worked through their stuff and then are able to help "the rest of us!"

It does not make my heart glad to know that you have been hurting. Yet, somehow, I feel encouraged to know that even people like yourself (the type of person that I look up to) face life's heartaches and still are able to live your life in love. Carry on with courage, love in your heart, and be inspirational to others. It makes you seem more "real" and that to reach a level of spirituality/love that you have is certainly attainable for everyone. It gives me hope that I can also move out of my own stuff that no longer serves me, yet not beat myself up for the things I have not yet found a way to change in myself. That it's okay to just be who I am in the moment as I work on myself. It's hard to put into words what I am trying to say here and I hope this made some sense. That I haven't put my foot in my mouth somehow. I guess, simply put, you have shown that it is okay to be human and spiritual at the same time. We all are just that as we live in this world. You have shown us that no matter where we are in our lives, there may always be challenges and heartaches but we can all be strong enough to move forward. Bless your heart.

I sincerely wish for you a much needed and desired reunion with your loved ones. In the meantime, it seems like your family is very blessed to even that that very special bond and love. That is a treasure in itself. One that surpasses everything else.

Much love,
Carol

 



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