Dear Angels,
"What is it that I have to do now? What is this sense of urgency? How do I find the answers? Are you talking to me...? I know, it seems like more than one question, but, in fact, it is just one -same old question.... What is it?"  Ramila, Melbourne, AU

Dear Ramila,
Welcome to the conundrum of modern life. You are not starving. You have a roof over your head. In fact all is really fine, but... Your Angels are showing me you standing back and watching the world drive on by.  Okay.  Except you feel like the bottom has fallen out of your world, and no matter how you reconfigure your present situation, you lose.  It is one thing to observe life and another to live it.

It is time for you to take action. Time for you to stand up and do what you have prepared for. "If I knew what to do, I'd do it," you say. Your Angels are insistent that you know, but you refuse to let yourself see.  If you see, then you have to take action.  Then what if you are worse off?  What if you are sorry?  Are you sorry now?  You're driving yourself nuts.  Give yourself the opportunity to mess up. Making mistakes is the way we learn.  Nothing was ever accomplished without trial and error.

Look back at your childhood and notice if you were expected to be perfect.  It has been time for you to move on for awhile and you have chosen not to.  Ask, be still, and listen.  But first, anchor into the earth.  When our heads are running like a rushing stream in the early spring, we can't get a clear picture. We have to manage our energy  by coming into our bodies and then asking and more importantly, listening.

In our heads we all holler, "Help me! Then we keep running. How can we be shown a different way when our head doesn't stop dashing ahead? Anxiety throws up a movable smoke screen that blocks clear thought and stifles our heart's desire. 

"What is it?," is simply following your passion, moving ahead slowly, one step ahead of the other.  It's listening to your heart and pursuing your love, what makes you smile, what comes naturally to you.  It is your gift.  Open your heart and your mind to knowing that if you can stop resisting, what you want is in front of your face.  You just need to be quiet , deliberately releasing your anxiety, to to allow your gifts to come forward.

And one more. Be open to change. Be open to adventure. Be open to taking a chance while expecting the best.  Pursue what makes you smile, even if you think you can't do it.
You can. You are ready.  Step into the real Ramila's red spangled shoes.
 


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