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Dear Angels,
"Nothing seems to be going right for me just now.  In fact, I feel like I've come to the end of my tether.  I'm really struggling with all aspects of my life.  I would really appreciate it if you can give me any indication on when things will start to improve for me.  Thank you."  Carrie, Santa Ana, CA

Dear Carrie,
Right now you feel split in two. You're overcome with fear. Afraid to let go and attract something worse, and afraid not to.  What's happening is that you are losing your power. You are a beautiful woman who, when healthy, is powerful in the feminine way of using your sense of compassion and love to tame whatever wild beast show up. 

You want the life you thought you had back.  There's not enough money coming in, you're feeling powerless, and even feeling watched. Not watched over, but watched, as in, "What's she doing/thinking now?"  

What's happened is the very beautiful and empowered woman that you are when you are healthy, has stepped back. She's hiding in the closet waiting for you to own her/your power and reincorporate her strength back into your personality.  The fun and joy and abundance that you know is yours appears kaput.  Temporarily.

Your Angels say you are suffering from "The Secret" Fever.  "I know about it. I want it.  And I want it now!"   What the tellers of the tale of having-it-all left out, is, we are not in control of the time frame.  Time is only applicable in our third dimension.  The Secret is in the 5th.

We are moving into a new way of being.  We are being taught  to act as if we already have what we want, in spite of appearances to the contrary.  In other words, we have to own our power in a loving, yet strongly assimilated way.  Some times it feels as if every day there is one more cesspool to jump over.  And some times we jump in by apparent mistake. 

You are on the right road.  Take time to reassess who you really are, appearances to the contrary.
Imagine that you have just arrived on the boat from a very poor, foreign country.  Here you are, all alone. You don't speak the language. Your clothes look funny. You don't understand the customs.  You are made fun of because you are different.

As is said in "A Course in Miracles", you are feeling alone and separated.  You are experiencing the ego's death dance.

Love,
Suzy & your Angels